so i’ve degraded to a position i have never thought possible.
i am sitting in an internet cafe.
it’s a very long story about how i got there, but it’s mostly because i had to do an online quiz for uni, which was incredibly hard and rather terrible. this, along with the fact that i hate maths and don’t really like geeky sweaty men, makes my life rather unpleasant for the time being.
well, kind of anyway.
although internet is not an expensive entity, i have decided not to get it until i’m completely stable and won’t accidentally become so broke that i will have to move back into my parents’ house. think of the embarrassment. oh the shame.
so i’ve just got to do this for now. it’s okay, though. like i said before, i’m willing to sacrifice all these things for my independence.
i’ve been really tired lately. i sleep a surprisingly large amount, and spend most of my spare time doing nothing or watching asian series. i can’t really be bothered to go out, although i did go to a cruise the other night. life is one big nap, with horrendously concentrated parts of university life shoved in between.
food is one thing that i get plenty of, though. i had pizza about six times last week, and i predict that i will be shaped like a snowball in no time. when my mother sees me she’ll know i was right; that she kills my appetite and that’s the reason i’m so thin.
i guess i’m fucked for the rest of my life.