soundtrack: life, as usual // thoughts: back where they started
i feel like i haven’t blogged in a million years. i’ve been missing this place, but i couldn’t help it since i didn’t have net for the last week and a half. you won’t even begin to understand how it feels, you there, sitting in front of your computer, surfing the net, chatting on msn. you haven’t been through the pain i’ve been through. unless of course you have.
the need for internet is a weird thing. once you’re addicted, and once you begin relying on it for everything, withdrawal symptoms are inevitable. everything is on the internet. friends, invitations, information, events… life…
it’s like life without internet is lived in a glass box. but then again, this is the viewpoint of a slightly spoilt, middle class westerner that’s accoustomed to middle class surburbia life.
so anyway, i returned home today to find half my stuff in one room, and half my stuff in another. we have a two bedroom apartment, and my parents and i each have our own rooms. can you imagine the amazement i felt when i came back and my bed was in their room, and half my stuff was under it? the problem was that my mother wasn’t switching rooms with me. my clothes and my shoes and my books were still in the other room. i was torn. where should i sleep? on my own bed with my own sheets, OR in my room with my possessions?
in the end i picked my room. because it has the internet. end story.