soundtrack: atozzio; i quit // thoughts: are in the clouds
quick update about the changes i’ve made; you will notice that the banner is not longer clickable. to redirect to the home page you will now have to click “Blog” which is in tiny font right under the banner. also, you may notice that the picture of me at the right is now clickable, if you click it, the blog will pop up with a random post (this probably isn’t for you if you’ve read all my posts). i also RSSed garmon’s blogspot (because his wordpress doesn’t update that often), and i’m working on a better banner.
so anyway, not much happening recently. studying, of course (kind of). i’m always really tired for some reason. probably because i’m always waking up in the middle of the night so i’m not sleeping very well. i keep having the most random dreams; people that i haven’t thought of for ages pop into my dreams. i guess that just means my subconscious is having some field day, and i just don’t realise it.
the freud shit about dreams being subconscious wish fulfilment is fucking me up. thank god i’ll never have to do harwood again. but seriously, don’t you have fucked up dreams that make so much sense when you’re asleep, and then you wake up and think “what the fuck”? like sometimes random people that don’t even know each other will be doing something together, or the whole scenario in itself just doesn’t make sense. or sometimes when you’re having a really good completely unrealistic dream, and someone wakes you up and you roll over and try to get back into the dream by trying to remember where you left off, and then realise that it made no sense whatsoever.
i had this dream a while ago that a group of friends and i went to rescue some people who got kidnapped by voldemort. i also had a dream where my mum chucked a knife at me.
now tell me, what kind of wish fulfilment is that?