soundtrack: my chewing // thoughts: nothing and no one
i keep starting posts, but never finishing. but right now i’m procrastinating like fuck, so i might as well blog. i’m going to blog about my new view of life: there will always be something wrong.
even when something is going well, or many things are going well, there will be something that isn’t going well. it’s a balance, i guess, just in case your head gets too inflated or something. but nevertheless, it will always be there. the better it is that everything else in life seems to be, the worse that one small aspect of fucked-up-ness will be. it’s not murphy’s law, because there are still things that can go right. it’s just a law of life…
even though you see some people who seem to have everything going for them, you can count on the fact that there’s something wrong. it doesn’t matter if they’re rich, attractive, intelligent AND extremely social (four things which could not combine into one person unless they are seemingly perfect). there has bound to be something that isn’t going right.
so, even though something is practically disastrous in my life right now, everything else is okay. and after my little freak out sessions i’ll try to remember that. no one can have it all, no one can be perfect. and if you are perfect, then you’re no one.