anger .

 soundtrack: crickets chirping // thoughts: about tags

so, what is there to say about my UAI…

happy? in a way. the number is more or less as predicted. not hoped for, but predicted.

i’m not on speaking terms with my dad at the moment. funnily enough, it’s not because he thought my UAI wasn’t good enough. he was fine with it, actually. not because it was good, more because it wasn’t bad.

i’m not talking to him because he told my mum what i got, and everything i told him, and i don’t want that bitch to know anything. but he doesn’t understand.

anxiety .

soundtrack: the tv in the background // thoughts: of tomorrow

i am beginning to become anxious.

unlike everyone else i know, i wasn’t anxious last night. this was because i knew i wasn’t going to check my bands and scaled marks on BOS. everyone else has been talking about it. i honestly have no fucking clue how i did. i didn’t check because i didn’t want to have expectations. whether my bands were high or low, i would have had an expectation for my UAI, and i would have thought about it, went to the UAI calculator, mulled over it and fretted. i wasn’t about to bring that upon myself.

but now, i’m anxious, just like everyone else.

judgement day .

 soundtrack: nikki flores; let it slide // thoughts: of today and tomorrow

sick today, so i stayed home. spent the whole afternoon online putting my gallery up. you can now view the photos of my coffs trip here. and there’s also a couple of links to my gallery, one on the sidebar and one that you can’t really see at the top. yay!

my older photos are still linked to my msn space though. please tell me if the links do not work for you; i’ve been having some technical difficulties with stupid windows live spaces. i’ve decided to keep it for now because at the moment i’m too cheap to purchase the wordpress space upgrade, and i’m still on 3gb. in consideration of my future photos, i have decided to leave some space.

countdown .

 soundtrack: shayne ward; melt the snow // thoughts: nerdnerdnerd

man my tag cloud makes me look like a nerd. but please, listen to me explain!

i started tagging yesterday, and i found that my blogs are all about the most random shit ever. i currently have eight pages of tags, which is more than 200 tags altogether. it’s because i always find something different to write about, and the really big ones are the constants in my life; therefore hsc, study, etc have more posts to them. it’s really not because i’m a nerd or anything. honestly.

hilarious .

soundtrack: nasari; from a distance // thoughts: of funny stuff

i think explosm has fucked up my sense of humour. like, a lot. i find a lot of retarded and disturbing things funny, and i’m not sure if this is a good thing. apart from reading the comics (the link is situated at the bottom right hand corner, above the garmons. proceed if you wish, but be aware that you may be offended or disgusted by its content. explosm humour takes a little getting used to) i also read the forums once in a while. and i have to say, they’re quite crude, rude, disturbing and sometimes offensive. but always incredibly hilarious.

eighteen .

 soundtrack: mario; i miss my friend // thoughts: are rather lethargic

i basically did nothing today. i upgraded a few parts of my blog (minor changes that took much effort) and i helped some people on the wordpress support forums. i think i’ll fail tomorrow. but at least i’m nice and relaxed about it. next week, however, i have a feeling i’ll be freaking out. fuck.

you know, i really think that the anticipation and waiting for the hsc has been a lot worse than the actual exams will be. i’ll clarify that tomorrow though, so don’t quote me on that yet. stressing is tiring and bad for the body and soul. i have a healthy spirit.

when the war is over .

starting november 3rd, i will (in order);

# buy maddie helium balloons as compensation for missing her birthday

# buy an r4 and download millions of DS games (and play them)

# lots of shopping

# get my P plates (after doing a few hours of instructed driving first)

xp .

soundtrack: buzzing in my head // thoughts: sick sick sick

i am pretty damn sick. like more sick than usual. can’t walk more than a few steps without feeling dizzy. which is gay.

i wanted to do my uac preferences, except i think my computer has spyware so i don’t want to risk putting my credit card details. i’ve made my list though. i’m not even going to consider media and communications at usyd. 98.45 is an extremely distant and quite unreachable possibility. well, for those that are working for it i guess it won’t be that hard. for people like me that bludged until half yearlies, it could be a problem…